HAPPY BIRTHDAY PINTO BAR!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PINTO BAR!

Today two years ago I created the Chatzy chatroom that has become known as “the Pinto bar” in fandom – a place for Pinto beans and AOS Spirk shippers to hang out and have fun. And fun we’ve had! Fun and fan fiction and porn – all the good things. Lots of laughter, but also tears, as we have come together to grieve for “Grandpa” Leonard Nimoy and Anton Yelchin. 

We’ve discussed the meaning of life and gender and sexual identity. We’ve flown the rainbow flag in the bar, and many of us have added their personal Pride flags. We’ve shared pics of puppies and kittens and men in lingerie. We’ve played RPGs of the silly and the naughty kind with very many Chrises. We’ve sung together. We’ve held space for each other when terrible things happened in the world or life became almost too much to bear. We’ve grown together.

Thank you for that.Thank you for two wonderful years full of friendship and fannishness. Here’s to another great year in the bar – and beyond!

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Heartbroken.

And thus fearmongering and hatemongering pay off. Nationalism and xenophobia win once more.

Bye, Britain. Sadly, there’s really nothing about you that’s “great” anymore.

This is a very dark day for all of Europe.

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Happy Solstice!

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Wishing you a happy solstice with last night’s strawberry moon.

Blessed be!

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June 21, 2016 · 2:01 pm

Virtual Writers Retreat

Crazily enough this shit is working. I’m getting stuff written.

“Accident on Set” (currently >45,000 words) by satismagic
Chapters: yes, there will be chapters
Fandom: Star Trek RPF
Rating: Explicit (this snippet: General)
Warnings: No (AO3) Warnings Apply
Relationships: Chris Pine/Zachary Quinto, Zachary Quinto/Miles McMillan
Characters: Chris Pine, Zachary Quinto, Miles McMillan, minor canon characters, original characters
Additional Tags: hurt/comfort, accident, PTSD, illness, first time, bisexuality, break-up, coming out
Summary: Chris has an accident filming “Finest Hours”. Zach rushes to his side. Everything changes.

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Instagram of a blue iris blossom

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May 29, 2016 · 7:22 pm

SWYA #13 & #14

The thirteenth task was to fill the outlines of the tigers with three of my biggest fears, and to colour them until I couldn’t see the fears anymore.

I think that’s actually a problematic exercise.

Ignoring my fears won’t make them go away. Pretending I can’t see the monster under the bed won’t make the monster go away. If anything, denial makes fears worse and gives them more power over me.

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SWYA #12

The twelfth task of “Start Where You Are – A Journal for Self-Exploration” was “Circle the things you worship most. Then underline the things you’d rather worship.” as the heading for a page full of words written in different colours and styles.

I guess you’re all used to me starting my SWYA posts with ruminations and explanations and interpretations. It’s no different today.

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